Fool

I behave like a fool under certain people. They surely think I am a total idiot. How is it possible? I think, I am a balanced, well-educated, cultivated person, hard working on my career, deeply loving my family and trying to be responsible whenever and wherever, but why I have to do some foolish things in my thirties? Or Am I going mad? Because it isn`t normal to hop on a new lounge on an official visit, is it?